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T h e A n a t o m y
Dubbed as Pink Crystal A-Sha. Can be referred to as Pinkiex, Pinkiex-Oren or Crystalleinne. Born a Gemini on May 27th, 1987. Loves civilization, which is a preference to her home sweet home in Subang Jaya.
An obsessive shopaholic & shades of pink + pastel colours lover.
A second year paediatrician-wannabe medical student. The word 'gives up' is not written in her dictionary of life.
Finds comfort in 4-legged furry pals, Kitty(RIP), Plushie & Chewy. Blessed with wonderful ever-supportive family, bestfriends, tons of wonderful friends, piles of shiny shoes & lovely clothes.
Will splurge first salary on a pair of Jimmy Choo's & Dior make-ups.
Currently searching for her perfect partner for the song 'Aku dan Dirimu' ;)
Patience. Perseverance. Passion Ad Astra Per Aspera
Everyone is entitled to speak their mind and this is my thought. This is me trying to advise myself to be better after this.
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Today was the 3rd and final day of Physiology of GIT. But we still have case study (as usual) tomorrow morning so the week isn't over yet. I'm kinda looking forward to it since it's been a while since we had a case study, which to me is a brilliant way to recap what we've learnt the whole week or simply just to test us before we sit for the weekly exam.
Today also marked the 3rd day that Prof H started the class by expressing his dissatisfaction. About what? Everything regarding our batch. From the high rate of failures to affective domain. Plus some interesting yet confusing (maybe personal?) matters as well.
"Jangan berlagak pandai sangat"
"You so-called leaders should fight for the philosophy of the university instead of fighting for the impossible"
"Never fight against the lecturer"
The fact that he expressed his cynicism unsubtly showed that something must have happened that made him quite upset. Later that day I had a chat with one of the leaders of CUCMS and I asked him whether it was him whom Prof H was referring to. Apparently there was another person/several people who'd done something that had ticked Prof off. I don't know who the person/what the problem is but from what I've heard (from a couple of other people), I can deduce that it severed the relationship that both parties had all this while. Whatever it is, hopefully things between the people and Prof will be resolved soon.
Agak memenatkan jugak if everyday, awal-awal pagi da kne bombed (Quoting a person on FB = "nagged"). Even he himself said he's tired of having to do it everyday. Don't get me wrong, I don't despise him. He's always been my most favourite lecturer and always will be. I take it positively, like I told Yan Chyi. Rase kesian and sedih pun ade. Just like any other normal parents, he wants us to be good students and succeed in life. They're giving everything they've got to offer yet (some of us) we don't appreciate their enthusiasm, passion and accept what they've to give to us.
Somehow we haven't been cooperative/responsive enough during class that made him lose his enthusiasm to teach us with his usual passion. I don't know whose fault it is actually. Nak cakap penat, biase la penat since 1st year lagi. Malas? Maybe kot.
They're the most wonderful pre-clinical lecturers one could get and we're taking them for granted. Memang habis la kne sapu time clinical nanti. Imagine being yelled at in front of the patients for giving/doing the wrong answers/things *shudders*. That's why building a strong foundation/base (pre-clinical) is very important.
Try to look at the positive side la kot. He is afterall one of the founders of the uni. They've set various unique traditions that make the place even more special than any other normal unis. If I were him pun I'd feel upset to see my students having high rate of failures week by week. Block by block. What makes the uni unique is the affective domain and the lecturers, whom to me, are the most caring teachers I've had in my entire life. Hence it's sad that the traditions are being broken bit by bit, consciously or unconsciously by the students.
"Don't take things for granted"
Maybe because I had to fight for the opportunity to be at this place that I seem to appreciate everything that they have to offer here. Agak poyo la kan konon semangat CUCMS but I chose this path. I prayed for it. I fought for it. And the fact that Allah thought that I deserve a chance and granted my wish made me love and appreciate this place so much.
Batch 4 = Worst batch ever in history.
"You better buck up, improve yourself"
I'm not the best student of the class nor am I a teacher's pet. But I'm just an average student who's trying her best to be a better student for the sake of her own future. Hopefully the lecturer(s) are not that pissed at us till hiland berkat ilmu that they've given to us.
Oh Allah the Almighty, please forgive our sins and bless us always. Not to forget the great teachers of ours too. Please open our hearts to accept the challenges that they've set for us and advices they'd given us again and again. May they never lose their enthusiasm & passion to teach and guide us in this journey of crafting a class of doctors out of a group of normal human beings.
From my part, sincere apologies for not trying hard enough all these times. Hopefully things will get better after this.
I guess they have to lower their expectation on us huh. Haih.
P/s: Study please. Need to re-read the 4 modules again. Muahaha.
P/s II: I've lost my appetite to eat, not that I'm sick or anything. It's just that I'm used to fasting everyday that I had a hard time forcing myself to eat today. Should've just fasted xD
P/s III: I miss Endocrinology block.
P/s IV: I want A please for this coming weekly assessment. Thanks.
P/s V: Susah nk tido malam2. So ape lagi, study la. Skemz gilz.
P/s VI: Next week pure pathophysiology/microbiology of GIT. Bakal merindui Physiology sangat2 ):
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